9: At-Tawbah (The Repentance) - التوبة 

Listen to "24" - Crusader Nasheed
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Listen to "Anyway" - Crusader Nasheed

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Listen to "Jihad" - Crusader Nasheed
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In all of my struggling I cannot see the truth.

I am this unrelenting honesty.
I am this pain distilled into faith.

I am wholly in love with my Lord, Yet, 

I am apart from Him.

I repent my ill guided thoughts.

I pray for deliverance.






I cannot rewind the years

to make right my wrongs

I must face the stone cold reality

of today's regret.

I cannot seek to alleviate

the pain you felt then

I cannot give you

yesterday's love today.

I do not know what to do

I do not know how to amend

Your broken heart.

Other than keep my Promise

Struggle to breathe

through this suffocating smoke

It rises from the fire

lit by my own two hands.